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Your Next Chapter: Starting To Belong I’m still unpacking from our move. The kind of unpacking where every box becomes a decision: keep / toss / why did I move this? This week I opened one filled with black-and-white composition notebooks from 2023. I started flipping through them and found two versions of something I’d once called my founder’s story. What I’d been through.What I stood for. What I wanted to build. Reading them was strange.Because beneath the language,the positioning,the...

Your Next Chapter: In the Deep End I was sitting on a Zoom call with 20 classmates and our instructor. Nervous.Tired.Self-conscious about my work. I was about to hear my most personal writingdiscussed and dissected. I almost didn’t show up. I had already written the instructorwith a good excuse. It would have been easy to back out.Protect myself. But I logged on. And took the risk. I’m taking a memoir writing classat the University of Washington. I had just turned in my first 2,000-word...

Your Next Chapter: Staying in the Gray. For most of my life,I could give you the benefit of the doubt. If you made a mistake—I could make room for it. For me? Different rules. It’s right or it’s wrong.I’m a success or I’m a failure. The world is black and white. No space in between. I spent years working in substance abuse treatment centers.Helping people understand relapse.Helping them start again. I knew what to say. Progress, not perfection. Telling them there’s a lot of space for gray...

Your Next Chapter: What Happens When You Don’t Act? In the last issue, I wrote that it’s OK not to know what’s next. That sounds great on paper. But it feels different in reality. Because if you don’t know what’s next —and you don’t rush to act —how can you control what happens? There was a time in my life when not acting equaled losing control. And that felt risky. If I wasn’t driving the project, it might fall apart.If I stepped away, something might unravel.They might see I wasn’t really...

Your Next Chapter: It’s OK Not to Know What’s Next Over the past few issues, we’ve talked about what happens when something quietly finishes. Nothing is broken.Competence is intact.The role still works. And yet something feels different. Once we stop forcing the puzzle pieces, another question appears. Not: What should I do next? But: What am I not ready to admit to myself? For some, the answer might be: “I’m afraid to start over again.”“I’ve built too much to walk away — but I don’t want...

Your Next Chapter: Sometimes Action Isn’t the Answer In the past few issues, we’ve explored what happens when clarity stops responding to effort, isolation creeps in despite success, and when a cycle quietly completes itself. There is a stage that follows that recognition. Sensing. It’s less like building something new and more like stepping back from a jigsaw puzzle you’ve been working on. Not forcing pieces into place. Just looking at the picture and sorting them. Earlier in our careers,...

Your Next Chapter: When Success Becomes a Trap Competence is rarely accidental. There’s a kind of ending that doesn’t announce itself.Nothing breaks.Nothing fails.No one expresses concern. Your work still works.Your role still makes sense.Your life still looks intact. And yet—something is quietly changing. It’s your willingness to keep doing something that no longer fits. Most people assume change begins when something goes wrong.A rupture. A loss. A moment that explains everything. But when...

Your Next Chapter: The Hidden Cost of Competence Competence is rarely accidental. It grows because you step in when others hesitate.You take responsibility when it isn’t clearly assigned.You figure things out and keep them moving. That version of you solves real problems.It builds credibility.It earns trust. It also learned an unspoken rule: If I don’t carry this, it might not get carried. Early in a career, that belief helps you advance.Over time, it becomes automatic.Eventually, it becomes...

Your Next Chapter: The Year You Stop Chasing Clarity Don’t let the calendar pressure you into misreading the moment. January has a familiar rhythm. You know the moves. Decide.Commit.Get clear. You’ve done it all before.A lifetime of new roles, new plans, and new solutions. In those earlier chapters, clarity came from effort.From thinking harder.From planning more.From pushing through. Effort compounded. Results followed. Until—often quietly—they didn’t. Nothing broke.Nothing blew up.No crisis...